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| Been quite a while since i last updated my blog... My trials exam is just over and now having 1 week break... break for the mental huh? Feeling regretful now because i know i didn't do quite well for my trials... but its over now and what can i do about it? Really desperate now because i need a scholarship to go to Australia to study but to have that i need an excellent result and yet i'm not working SUPER HARD for it. Chain effect. Lolz.
Trying not to think so much now..... if not i would go crazy... Went to karaoke with a friend on last Friday... My singing really sucks.. couldn't go high key at all. But its fun to sing.. Got charged RM10 for the stupid NUTS. Conned >"<.
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| I would like to say sorry to everyone i have offended. I'm wrong, absolutely wrong to make such a comment of a person. Life has not been good this year, many things are going through my mind and when i face a slight trouble, i would burst, saying things i don't mean at all. I admit that i'm really mad in controlling my emotions. I'm a mere mortal and i have my weakness.. Being paranoid in nature, at times i really do things that can offend other people to protect myself. After what happened, i know my life probably won't get any better. I don't want to ask for compassion because it would show that i'm a weak person... I'm probably really weak, mentally and emotionally. Things that have been done is done, the scar is there and you can't do anything about it.
I really don't want to talk too much about this, because sincere or not, it depends on what the person thinks about it. I hope you all will forgive me. Thank you.
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If you haven't watched the latest Batman yet, you probably don't know that Edison Chen actually appeared in the movie for 3 seconds. | | |
| Emm.. so when is the last time i have seen my mum..... 60 hours... right.. 60 hours! My mum and my brother went to Australia on Monday (My brother will be studying there for 2 years, good luck bro!), and my mum will only be back on Sunday... Since my dad is working in China, only me and my sister will be at home for this week... Pretty cool? Yeah, that was what i thought about when my mum first told me bout it.... Well, seems like its not so cool now.
Problem no.1: I and my sis have to cook for ourselves everyday.... o.O So what have i eaten so far.... I had Korean Maggi Mee with tofu, vege and eggs for the first day..... then yesterday i had white sauce vegeroni... and today (i'm running out of ideas!) i decided to go out to eat later.
Problem no.2: No transports! Well, been OKAY so far since i have been going to school everyday by school bus (TQ to Kar Yan for bringing me to the station every morning!).... However, this means i would not be able to go tennis for the weekend.... T.T... Nooo.... playing tennis in the weekend is what i look forward everyday and now no transports means no tennis. I have only myself to blame as i have been so LAZY that i don't want to attend the bloody 5 hours driving talk....
There are also problems like washing clothes, cleaning the house... Haha, i'm a hell lazy boy isn't it?
Really missing my mum alot now..... well, not only because of those works but i really want to talk to her.... She has always been my best friend and her presence makes me feel happy ( obviously not when we're arguing).
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Sometimes i really wonder that whether its my personal problem that people don't really care what i say... This really frustrates me alot because everytime during discussion in class, i try to voice out my opinion, people will either ignore it or take it as crap. I'm really trying to help, to be a part of it... but people just won't let me do it... I really don't know what can i do to make them listen! Its not like i'm stupid (at least my results don't show that
=.=) Or perhaps i shall just shut up everytime during discussion.
Picture of me when i was in Tokyo Disneyland. My hair was so LONG that time. Now "abit" shorter ba. Hahah.
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